being emotionally aware is a curse sometimes
because even when someone destroys you
you can’t hate them
you just sit there wondering
what wound inside them
made them treat you that way

सुनो जान ,
नजरों से तुम्हारे जब भी हमारी नज़र पड़ती है,
नजरें ही जानती है, नज़र हमारी तुम्हारी नजरों से क्यों हटती नहीं है
-लफ़्ज-ए-प्रशान्त✍🏻
#m_rwriter

ये सर्द हवा,ये ओस के कतरे,
लगता है...
अब दर्द हुआ है नवम्बर को,
सितंबर के जाने का..!!

~GoodMorning

Gud morning all...have an amazing & productive day 💌✨

Keep hustling keep growing keep muskurana ✨🤍

~Mubahila Quadri 💕

.......🖇️

क्यों पुरुष की पीड़ा को ,उसके फर्ज का नाम दिया जाता है !
क्यों पुरुषों को रोने नहीं दिया जाता है!

क्यों कहते हैं की पुरुष सख्त होते हैं
क्या पुरुषों के दो दो मस्तक होते हैं!

क्यों कहते है पुरुष घर नहीं बनाते है,
क्या दूर रहकर आप ईश्वर नहीं सजाते है!

जहां ने पुरुषों को एकतरफ ला दिया है,
जिसको इज़्ज़त दी उसी ने खा लिया है!

पुरुषों ने प्रेम का मतलब समझाया है,
बेशक़ कोई दूर हो,नाराज़ हो,खामोश हो, पुरुषों ने ही पहले मसला सुलझाया है!


अगर जहाँ में ,पुरूष कौरव हो सकते है,
वही सती अनुसुइया का गौरव हो सकते है!

Happy men's day

                                    ~अभिमंद🩵

इतना खूबसूरत न हुआ कर ऐ सर्द मौसम....🤲🪽
               
अब हर किसी के पास महबूब नही होता...🏵️🎀🤎

.　 　　• 　 　 　 　  ᰍᩚ
　 ᰍᩚ 　　　 ˚ ✩ .　　 ·
𝐿𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦.
𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔.
✩ 　 　 　　　　　 　 ˚
　 　　· 　　 　ᰍᩚ　 　 *

You can't be strong all the time, Sometime u Just need to sit & let your tears out.

i didn’t plan on writing tonight, but the silence pushed me into it.
it’s always the silence that forces me to face everything i try to ignore.
i sat on the edge of my bed with a pen in hand, wondering if putting my thoughts on paper would make anything easier.
it didn’t.
it just made me realise how heavy everything has become.

most days feel the same now
wake up, go through routines that mean nothing, pretend i’m functioning.
i walk through the house like a ghost no one notices,
like a background character in a life i’m supposed to be living.
and the worst part is… i’m used to it.

i don’t get messages unless someone needs something.
i don’t get calls unless someone dialed me by mistake.
my phone stays silent,
almost as if it knows there’s no one left to reach out anymore.

friends drifted away over the years.
some didn’t bother explaining.
some made excuses.
some blamed me, and maybe they’re right.
maybe i’m too quiet, too closed-off, too “hard to understand.”
maybe i pushed people away without meaning to.
or maybe… no one ever cared enough to hold on.

i’ve been carrying so much on my own that my shoulders feel permanently tired.
career disappointments, family arguments, nights of crying that no one hears
it all piles up until i feel like i’m standing under a sky that keeps getting heavier, as if it’s trying to crush me.

there’s this constant question burning inside me:
why does everything bad choose me so easily?
why does it feel like no matter how hard i try, i always end up alone at the end of every story?

i try to be good.
i try to be helpful.
i try to be the person others can rely on.
but it never circles back.
no one checks on me.
no one stays long enough to see i’m not as “strong” as they think.
i’ve become so good at pretending that even i forget i’m breaking.

sometimes i look at myself and wonder if i’m the problem.
maybe something about me makes it easy for people to leave.
maybe i’m not worth the effort.
maybe the universe decided i don’t deserve the things i keep wishing for.

smiling feels like a performance now.
laughing feels like lying.
and every night, i end up in the same place
sitting in my empty room, trying to convince myself that tomorrow might feel different.
but it never does.

i’m starting to believe that loneliness isn’t a phase for me.
it’s becoming a place i live in.
a place that’s slowly swallowing me whole.

and deep down, a thought i hate keeps whispering:
maybe this is all i’m meant for.
maybe the world has already decided that i’m someone who will always stand alone,
no matter how loudly my heart begs for something more.

- xyz
16 november, 2024

" Acha chlen hai aap ab tk k sfr me..
apni peeth thpthpaaiye ..." 🌷✨

You are doing Great ! Congratulate yourself... ✨🌸


мυвαнιℓα 💕 .

मंज़िलें लाख कठिन आएँ गुज़र जाऊँगा
हौसला हार के बैठूँगा तो मर जाऊँगा

चल रहे थे जो मेरे साथ कहाँ हैं वो लोग
जो ये कहते थे कि रस्ते में बिखर जाऊँगा

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