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Dear All,

I will start to pen down some of the learnings in life in form of series of books. I will start on Aug 1 and hope to finish it by October this year the first one.

People like Anudeep are writing books on important things like essays and gs answers which I know will be magical.

I will write on the journey and key learnings on journey and the support system in my first one . I believe this is very underrated in the entire process

Like I have friends and bestest of friends in Delhi (a whole gang of friends) whom I can share a lot of things. They are truly an incredible support system in my life. Similarly there is one friend who has been always there for me from my school days.

I had a fear of failing in Maths subject in IIT K in 3rd year wherein I had topped in 2nd year in entire batch in another maths paper . I thought that was the greatest anxiety and fear I had .

However come my placements my maa got detected with malign cancer cells and I had a fear of my life.

How two small 1-2 years wonder babies used to play with me everyday and helped me never to get frustrated with life and job

And how when my boss from London scolded me badly just for a very small reason and how that day I went to wash my eyes , cried in washroom for 20 min silently at about 9:20 pm , came back with a smile and read for exams in office till 6 am , went to Home hugged my mother and came office at 9 am and by the end of that year was being considered the most critical resource in a team of 20 for 2nd consecutive year due to the kind of impact I was able to create at work place !

There are many moments of frustrations, cries , anger , pain however I just managed them all with a solid support system and a very professional approach. Else it was impossible for me

I worked hard but changed the rules for my life ..

Work hard in office party harder no...

Work hard...help harder on weekends to needy

It all culmination of those good deeds that God was kind to select me to do the same good things on a large scale.

How much I emphasize on journey and the role support system plays will be an understatement still I will try to pen down !

" The Silent Tears"

- A journey of crying, trying and finally flying

By Hardworking Human

Thanks 😊

He was with me at HUL , from IIT Madras, not forcing anyone however if you can contribute even small amount, it might help to save my friend 🙏

We will start with 2 fresh series for UPSC and RBI from this week. One for UPSC mains and another for RBI pre 😊

I still remember the Durga Puja of 2016. Memories are fresh from the Sept end party of our bank when I was sitting for the second time in my life in BMW in our manager's car . she was driving and we four friends were sitting in her car as it was raining heavily. A call came at about 8 pm that bhaiya ka ho Gaya and tumhra nahi hua as expected 😭😭. Chalo aapne to taiyari bhi nahi ki thi to kaise hota. The 20 odd minutes of BMW were very painful. All my office friends were like in partying mode. One of our lady colleagues who was close to me asked hey u fine.

I said sort of.....and then told nahi hua. She said kya nahi hua...I said UPSC ..Kya ye tune kab diya...hamesha to office me hi rahta tha...I thought CFA level 2 diya tune...Haan CFA ke Baad Aug me ye bhi diya tha...nahi hua Abhi ghar se call aaya ...koi nahi yaar tu chill reh ...party enjoy karenge hum...Haan dukhi nahi Hun itna kyunki padha Kam tha...par nahi hua...it hurts..

That party I thought had I marked 1-2 Q rightly I was in...had I not changed 10 mcqs at the end in which 8 went wrong ho jata...itna aasan 2016 paper only current affairs which I had just read in my 1.5 month of preparation ...ye nahi hua to ab aagey kaise hoga


Come Durga Puja, we were in Ranchi and I had decided 2017 would be bit serious. I felt extremely happy that evening...I had ordered books from Amazon of Pyschology...and started reading as soon as they came and my brother was like aise padh rahe jaise is Baar u are also writing mains...

I said agli BMW ride me Maine Rona nahi chahta life me 😢

Though could read for just 3-4 days as office again began however felt very satisfied reading Pyschology. Earlier I had read economics for sometime and never felt good.

Days when I see myself wasting time and doing nothing productive I realise the ride from BMW to now Tata sumo has been amazingly satisfying.

I could never cry post failing as no one expected me to pass. However I made my family and everyone slowly believe that with willpower I can do it. They did have some faith in pre next year, a little more in mains and good enough till I made it to interview ....The one person who was there to sacrifice even her bed and sleep on floor to make sure I don't see my maa sleeping and felt sleepy was my amazing maa.

Behind every successful human there are multiple human beings and one superhuman. She was that superhuman.

Excerpts from "The Silent Tears"

After my not so conventional interview , I felt very dejected that very few things was asked in interview from DAF. I used to think I have decent command over interviews and hence never believed in the fear created by institutes in the name of mock interviews. However it felt like I had not done justice to my own beliefs. just after that I came out , saw my papaji and he was smiling. He waved his hands like we do in Durga Puja in mela when we tend to get lost , I Shaked my head in disapproval. When I reached he did not ask about my interview and said bhaiya and mummy were calling ki 4 hours ho Gaye.. he is yet in. I said yes I was the last one and then mine took 50 odd minutes. He said ok and were about to leave when I asked him to wait. It was not for the customary pic at UPSC building. I never knew everyone does this and hence till date I never even have a pic of the interview date. I said papaji we have to claim that sleeper ticket. Just wait for 5 min. In the morning itself when document verification was happening people were reluctant to fill the form for reimbursement saying they often travelled from flight and generally avoided that claim. I could not find a valid reason for not claiming. I started filling the form and someone asked me from the table : why are you filing it ...koi judge kar lega ki ye bhi paisa le raha ..flight se hi aaye ho ...kitna hi milega

I said post tax about 600 Rs and pre tax that for me was like about 870 Rs. So this is my hard earned money which I have honestly earned. With this I can pay 2 month fees of school children of Dharavi. And even after difficult interview I went to claim it and easily got it. I felt very weird that people just for not taking extra pain of form filling are not claiming their money. However as a boy who did not have luxury in childhood, we always respect money and its potential usage. May be my honesty with everything paid off that day and God rewarded me with 201 marks. Who knows..We can only speculate ..But still I felt good not to be trapped by group thought and do what I felt should have been done

इस रक्षा बंधन ईश्वर से बहन और बेटियां मांगें :)

कभी बेटी, कभी बहन कभी अर्धांगिनी कभी मां,
क्या ही अस्तित्व हमारा आपके बिना !

दुनिया के सारे दुःख- सुख एक तरफ और एक नन्ही सी जान की मुस्कान एक तरफ !!

#सच्चीखुशी

सभी को रक्षा बंधन की हार्दिक शुभकामनाएं !

रक्षा बंधन और स्वतंत्रता दिवस की हार्दिक शुभकामनाएं !!

अब से फिर से क्लास शुरू होंगी आज से :)

Life has moved from getting calls " sir do u need a card, you just need to fill a form" to now " सर हमारा कार्ड बनवा दीजिए प्लीज़, हमने फॉर्म भी भर दिया है"

It's just once it was premium credit cards to now ration cards , golden card for Ayushman Bharat etc!

The only thing that remained constant is the "purpose" of your being there and your clear picture of your roleplay in the script called Life

Pics : raat ki chapamaari ke Baad

Apologies in advance for missing out on teaching front

Problems are never difficult , it is always different .

It is not unsolvable it may be unique.

I faced similar problems in last few weeks however the only one thing which is propelling my engine is

Honest hard-work.

I am working towards slowly creating systemic solutions to many problems which are taking time.

This also has to be done in a very subtle way such that people though are being motivated to come out of inertia, leave practices not helpful for society not in a knee jerk way else it will be a futile excercise

This led to a decrease in time on teaching aspect.

This weekend I will surely teach for both RBI and UPSC.

Problem is there is no defined leaves as was in private sector on Sundays as well, Saturday is working here.

However it is also different not difficult

I will find a way to provide you good quality content in limited time

You also keep dealing with your unique problems differently

Because

Problems are not difficult Rather......

कृष्ण सीखाते हैं कि सेना नहीं सेनापति जरूरी होता है। ठीक उसी प्रकार जिंदगी में पैसा नहीं खुशी जरूरी है। पैसा रहकर भी कोई हार जाएगा और फिर खुशी से कोई बिना पैसे के भी जी लेगा ।

और यूपीएससी और आरबीआई सब परीक्षा में न्यूजपेपर, किसने कितनी किताबें और मॉक लगाए वो जरूरी नहीं है, आप जरूरी है, आपको लगता है आप जीत सकते । आपमें वो प्रवीणता है, आप परीक्षा को समझ सकते । बाकी सब सेना है बस युद्ध के।

जन्माष्टमी की हार्दिक शुभकामनाएं सबको 💐💐💐💐

When your DC sir appreciates the new initiatives being taken and is echoed by your home DC :) Service gives strength
Serving to people gives satisfaction !

#GrowingGumla

Follow the growth story unfolding on DC Gumla (sir's official) twitter !

Giving time to changes to happen for bringing changes to times ahead :)

There are some important initiatives in my shoulder...kuch din aur wait kijiye ..will surely teach..made notes for teaching today :)