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"like a shooting star" (please listen for the best experience)

under the night sky, sitting by the piano in your room, i wonder if you ever looked up to see shooting stars raining down. you dream of taking flight to become the musician you've always wanted to be.

so, dear toya,

i've always associated the night sky with you, ever since reading same dreams same colors. you've always been fighting the endless void of darkness, the ones that tell you you've disappointed everyone around you, the ones that tell you to keep everything in until it was hard to breathe, the ones that unconsciously stray you away from everyone.

the stars in the night sky, they penetrate the darkness, no matter how bad the day is rain or shine. i remember visualising the bright, blue, star-illuminated night sky you wondered at as you climbed that tree. that night sky is exactly like you. as you said, notice how stars group in clusters to form constellations — somehow, even in the darkest nights they are never alone.

so i'm not really sure where i'm going with this, but i want you to know you're surrounded by so many people who love you. who love you even when you're a lone star in the night. they will watch as you drift past the sky above the clouds, glistening and burning blue. they will remember all those moments because they love you for who you are, even if that fuel slowly dissipates. and maybe, they will join you as 3 colored shooting stars, leading you further to your dreams, dancing with you.

most importantly, i'll continue watching and waiting for that shooting star to dance again.

this is dedicated, with love to my haven, to please never stop flying.