The Abenezer
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私はアベネザー・ハイレです and I'm dumbass werid nigga you could find on the internet
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The Power of Negativity

Most see negativity as negative (damn, that rhymes).

People consider me the most optimistic person. I'm actually not. Every single day and every minute, I tell myself how unattractive, broke, unfunny, dumb, and without a good personality I am. There are two reasons why.

If I'm to tell this to myself and live with it, no one can come and simply hurt me. One time, I was having this conversation with someone, and he genuinely wanted to hurt me. He said so many bad things about me, but to be honest, they're actually true. I accept all the blame and accusations, even the false ones, and he was genuinely fazed by it. The conversation turned out different.

So, it's the same like taking a vaccine: a watered-down version of the disease so your system gets prepared.

Second, despite saying all of this to myself, I still know I love myself. And my self-love doesn't come from my skillset, attractiveness, popularity, or unanswered messages (lol, trauma dumping).

So, in a world of positive, happy people or sad, negative people, I choose to be the happiest negative person, a person who laughs at his demise.
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New Year Plan

- Move out from my family house by the end of the year
- Build one SaaS app with a paid customer
- 700 hours of Japanese immersion
- Consistently go to the gym. I gained over 10 kg of weight this year, and I need to change that into muscle
- My secret side hustle that I will reveal if I get successful and accomplish the first phase
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Bugala soga chuchu shapan
I know the last time you shitted is last year bruh go to the toilet
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I need 2k by the end of this year to convince my x to get back with me Let's go!!!!
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I know the last time you shitted is last year bruh go to the toilet
I know some of you the last time you washed your underwear was last year
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Forwarded from Mr. SeeFun.Dev (Sifen)
Here are some Telegram channels where you can look for dev jobs and opportunities: Job Channels

Good luck with the job hunt. Keep applying and keep building.

@sifendev
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