A queen in exile, that's the description that fitted her the most. How else could grace and defeat come together in a single being?
A declawed tigeress, stripped of her authority and locked with what she chose to cherish.
And I?
I want to give her her crown back, if only she would let me.
#SammyScribble
A declawed tigeress, stripped of her authority and locked with what she chose to cherish.
And I?
I want to give her her crown back, if only she would let me.
#SammyScribble
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It's the small unsaids, the tiny trivial secrets,
That's how I burn, how I light, and that's how I fade into ashes little by little, every day, every night.
It's not the monsters under my bed, nor the skeletons inside my closet,
I'm way older, way stronger than these now.
But I'm most vulnerable in front of the paper cuts, the intrusive imps, the tongues down my neck.
So try as I might, the flesh is alive even though it dies and scorches a little every minute, and it's coming for me…
#SammyScribble
That's how I burn, how I light, and that's how I fade into ashes little by little, every day, every night.
It's not the monsters under my bed, nor the skeletons inside my closet,
I'm way older, way stronger than these now.
But I'm most vulnerable in front of the paper cuts, the intrusive imps, the tongues down my neck.
So try as I might, the flesh is alive even though it dies and scorches a little every minute, and it's coming for me…
#SammyScribble
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This how the kids in Gaza play, they roleplay martyrdom.
This is so... messed up. Because no, they're not being indoctrinated, this is simply what they have been seeing in their life for almost three years now on a daily basis.
Just look at the kid playing the martyr having the brightest smile, he knows that being the dead means no more suffering, his little brain can comprehend that much already. So if I hear anyone else saying they recruit children as fighters, I'm gonna spit in their face, because if there was no bombs raining on these children, non of them would grow up to steal a rifle and hunt the IDFs that killed his father and humiliated his mother.
This is so... messed up. Because no, they're not being indoctrinated, this is simply what they have been seeing in their life for almost three years now on a daily basis.
Just look at the kid playing the martyr having the brightest smile, he knows that being the dead means no more suffering, his little brain can comprehend that much already. So if I hear anyone else saying they recruit children as fighters, I'm gonna spit in their face, because if there was no bombs raining on these children, non of them would grow up to steal a rifle and hunt the IDFs that killed his father and humiliated his mother.
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At your knees
I build my altar
And I pray
And pray
I pray
Pray
Trying to learn
How to undo
Your sacrifice.
#random
I build my altar
And I pray
And pray
I pray
Pray
Trying to learn
How to undo
Your sacrifice.
#random
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But the world is already burning, so what's a little more, if it can rekindle the light I doused in your eyes.
#SammyScribble
#SammyScribble
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Don't look me…
Not with those eyes, jaded by the years, then softened by a couple more…
Don't look at me, not with the most honest eyes I've ever seen…
Don't look at me…
#SammyScribble
Not with those eyes, jaded by the years, then softened by a couple more…
Don't look at me, not with the most honest eyes I've ever seen…
Don't look at me…
#SammyScribble
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I know, from the sound of the sizzling at the little of your back, and the sound of rasp in your voice, that it is flesh that you crave.
And I know, shallow as it seems, lonely as it deepens,
That it's not as shallow as it seems.
#SammyScribble
And I know, shallow as it seems, lonely as it deepens,
That it's not as shallow as it seems.
#SammyScribble
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So, what is it?
Do you like reading the poetry off of my teeth?
Do you want to come through the window, from void to word?
Or do you think you want the person slapping letters together?
Which is it?
#SammyScribble
Probably #tobedeleted
Do you like reading the poetry off of my teeth?
Do you want to come through the window, from void to word?
Or do you think you want the person slapping letters together?
Which is it?
#SammyScribble
Probably #tobedeleted
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I don't know you,
And I never did.
I know the music you put there, and the time you choose to show a smile.
I know the heart break in your eyes, and the glistening of the spotlights when you choose to stand under them.
I know the color on your brush, the tilted eye on your canvas.
But I don't know you, I never did,
And I never will.
#SammyScribble
And I never did.
I know the music you put there, and the time you choose to show a smile.
I know the heart break in your eyes, and the glistening of the spotlights when you choose to stand under them.
I know the color on your brush, the tilted eye on your canvas.
But I don't know you, I never did,
And I never will.
#SammyScribble
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Forwarded from Sam Scribbles 🍉
Because the nights are awfully silent, if they don't borrow the voices in my head. The moon, the sunlight, the tears, the autumn leafs, they are all awfully silent.
Because every time I try to close my eyes, stars break, red seeps, kingdoms arise and empires fall.
Because at the edge of my lips galaxies collide, mirrors shatter and seasons fall leaving me with a silent doll face, or a broken mask.
Because there are ghosts in my ears singing in harmony with the noises in my head. They promise me a shadow to pat my back, though it never comes.
Because I sleep on a bed of white and drink the fear pills, and for the life of me I don't understand how my body hasn't exploded yet.
#rant
Because every time I try to close my eyes, stars break, red seeps, kingdoms arise and empires fall.
Because at the edge of my lips galaxies collide, mirrors shatter and seasons fall leaving me with a silent doll face, or a broken mask.
Because there are ghosts in my ears singing in harmony with the noises in my head. They promise me a shadow to pat my back, though it never comes.
Because I sleep on a bed of white and drink the fear pills, and for the life of me I don't understand how my body hasn't exploded yet.
#rant
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How is it that I'm always stuck between the sizzling pain and the boulders of guilt?
Or between the soft look in those eyes and the numbness of that tongue?
How's it that there were three of us then four then five then two?
How did we become four again, then six and then one again?
How's it that I'm hopeful before your grave once again, and how come there's a new knife in my back?
How's it that I always end up… selfishly alone?
#SammyScribble
Or between the soft look in those eyes and the numbness of that tongue?
How's it that there were three of us then four then five then two?
How did we become four again, then six and then one again?
How's it that I'm hopeful before your grave once again, and how come there's a new knife in my back?
How's it that I always end up… selfishly alone?
#SammyScribble
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Pin me down to the ground,
Draw my lows, chase my hounds.
Then hang me in the sky,
Burn my wings and kill my highs.
Been here, done this, been there, done that,
I'm busy surviving, you're picking up your show hat.
We're not the same.
#SammyScribble
Draw my lows, chase my hounds.
Then hang me in the sky,
Burn my wings and kill my highs.
Been here, done this, been there, done that,
I'm busy surviving, you're picking up your show hat.
We're not the same.
#SammyScribble
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Forwarded from SB's Draft Piles
#announcement GUYS I FINALLY FINISHED SOMETHING AGAIN
https://sbhunter.itch.io/diligent-botanist
It's a game that combines fhe concept of focus game and solo journaling, so if you wanna go fully analog, you can play it without needing internet connection or any device :d
I've been working on it little by little for MONTHS. Now time to pester everyone about it
https://sbhunter.itch.io/diligent-botanist
It's a game that combines fhe concept of focus game and solo journaling, so if you wanna go fully analog, you can play it without needing internet connection or any device :d
I've been working on it little by little for MONTHS. Now time to pester everyone about it
itch.io
Diligent Botanist by S.B.Hunter / Eggy Sebby
Focus Game X Solo Journaling; discover plants and crafting recipes!
SB's Draft Piles
#announcement GUYS I FINALLY FINISHED SOMETHING AGAIN https://sbhunter.itch.io/diligent-botanist It's a game that combines fhe concept of focus game and solo journaling, so if you wanna go fully analog, you can play it without needing internet connection…
Please check Eggy's game, it's fun and helpful if you'd like to reflect a little too.
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