She was the angry daughter.

I've always felt a sense of physical heaviness and lethargy has been experienced at family gatherings.
For some reason I don't know, I started waiting for those warm family gatherings ,suddenly their empty conversations started to be funny and the noise of their laughter started to be process of bringing happiness.
Noisy children? I've learned to maintain my composure during such interactions.
And after longing for a chance to isolate myself from them, I began to hate anything that distracted me for a moment.
Forgetting that loneliness is exists, Not concerning about negative comments, the misplacement of my phone has become an ordinary every moment that gives me a sense of belonging.

اللهم اهدنا فيمن هديت، وعافنا فيمن عافيت، وتولنا فيمن توليت، وبارك لنا فيما أعطيت، وقنا واصرف عنا برحمتك شرما قضيت، فإنك سبحانك تقضي بالحق ولا يقضى عليك، إنه لا يعرّ من عاديت، ولا يذل من واليت، تباركت ربنا وتعاليت، فلك الحمد على ما أنعمت به وأوليت، نستغفرك الهم من جميع الذنوب ونتوب إليك

No one else could care
It's a waste of time
To pretend I'd find someone out there, I wouldn't scare

'Cause loving me takes patience
Will you think about us as I'm leaving?
Think about us as I'm coming home
You hate it
But loving me takes patience
So we lose touch when I'm faded
And it can get dark but still I know
You're waiting
And loving me takes patience

No longer filling black holes

اي شخص يستعمل هذني المسطلحات لو فارغ لو فاشل لو ثنينهم(الا اذا جان فيلسوف)🙏🙏

ليه تعيشها لوحدك؟!